My secret Diary

2007-01-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

Waiting as the world crashes down

upon me. I spill my heart to you on the

false pretense that you were my friend,

only to have you backstab me with the

girl I was spilling my heart to you about!

You knew I liked her, you knew my

problems. Yet you acted calm and

composed, whilst you schemed behind

my back. And when you had your chance,

you stole her from us. And left me

stranded and hated by my friends who

thought i tried to steal her when YOU

intended to steal her all along. It was

You who stole her, yet i took the blame.

You did it so subtly and I became your

scapegoat whom by which, you would

walk away from your crime unhated

and untouched

For that, I am left friendless and hated.

Now i hate myself and the world hates

me. You've ruined my life in all of its

aspects. And you did it so professionally

like the show you love so much! You

secretly crept up behind me and crushed

me and my spirit and will to live.

Now I have nothing to live on, and its

ALL THANKS TO YOU

2006-07-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since joshua has blog.well,guess what?
he has been ban from his com so i shall help him blog now!
changed new blogskin already cos the other one was really ugly.
and if you havent notice,i changed the tagboard too
so i hope people will start tagging there!
but according to my blogskin,
i detest homework
but actually i do not.

i'm feel emo
wait IM emo
so emo-haters out there,
kill me!
HAHA
kidding la
okok,i HAVE to go already otherwise joshua will kill me if he has found out i blogged about RUBBISH.
p.s.dont expect a post for the next two weeks or so!

posted by: Anne Elizabeth Kwa Shu Ning=)

Thursday, 15 June, 2006

2006-06-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

first n most important HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST JIE =) u know who u are ^^ yea okay now i got that over n done wid lets see the overview of my life the past 10 days...okay my parents went china they told me it sucked lyk shiet so yea i shall nvr go there? mayb nxt time when it gets beta? i hope it does though =) yea so while the cats away the mouse plays =) n ive been mapling my life away lets see 52 lvls in 2 weeks...an accomplishment? yea i think so thats y im giving myself fri sat n sun off from maple !! haha mondae then i shall lvl till 53 =) yuppyupp dun worry rod n matt i wont pass u by that much hehe rod is 51 matt is 53 im 52 ^^ n to think that rod was 48 n matt was 52 when i started my charac =) yea so well i shall gif them sometime to gain again so i can get motivated to chiong n catch up wid them again!! yess thats the perfect plan of mine coZ wid no one to catch up wid maple sure does get quite boring =) okok yea then i earned marni for staying home n playing maple =) okay not oni that la i fed the animals n took care of e hse im not that lazy okay...yea just lazy post heehee ppl tell me i should password protect my blog if i really want to keep it secret but i cant find the bloody thing!! argh o well let it be known then o n fel? i relinked u le so stop complaining...yea anyway so hmmm thats basically my life la o i went out wid anne kwa todae..din really do much la but then still had quite a good time then anne nvr say thnk u =.= such a rude girl hais i waste my precious maple time to go out wid her n do so many things summore omg then din lvl todae =.= sobs no mood la nvm mondae to friday chiong to 60! muahaha okok so ya i might be abit addicted...thats what my sis said haha o okay shall not side track anyway went wid anne kwa n watched garfield i tell u r its the farniest show lyk EVER la...hehe yea so then we went to cut my hair =) too bad i dunno how to upload pix so i will not show u what i look lyk...u have to see fer urself ^^ so sad if u dun see me often...sigh tmr is camp i dun wanna go if not for camp i would be chionging maple la but then good also la have holiday from maple =) okok so so yea some ppl are excited about camp...(i just cant be lyk its camp!?!?! how to excited? its so unexciting =) ) yea so lyk most of e other ppl im quite neutral n disgusted about camp la coZ lyk its gonna waste 3 of our precious days DURING E HOLS!! argh my maple =.= sob sob can actually reach lyk 54 or 55 lo if not for camp nvm nvm i shall not talk about it i will persevere n lyk continue my madness on mondae ^^ okok so that should be about all...yea okay bye ^^ till the nxt time i post (should be about end of hols la? of at least after i reach third job ^^)

P.S. i haven packed =.= gosh its lyk tmr camp nvm i pack at 2 am =)

Monday, June 6, 2006

2006-06-05T00:26:00.000+08:00

wahhhhh!!! i haven posted in soo long lol yea so lets see what has happened since friday? on friday i went lan to play maple till 10.30...then went home sleep..morning wake up 10 something went lan again n palyed maple until 10.15 at night...wth?! im freak over maple la n i got a 43 million meso item!! argh i got some good items in exchange for it too =) yea so then sunday...or rather just now had dinner celebration for my dads bdae which is actually todae HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!! yea so we couldn have it today coZ he is leaving later for china? on holiday i guess lol yea my mum gg wid him just me at home the WHOLE week!? yea man coZ my sis will leave early in e morning n come back late at night muahaha....! im gonna play maple non stop! haha im sooo addicted again la my charac is just so gay lol =) yea so i actually just stopped playing i wanted to play till 4 when my parents have to get up n leave for e airport yea but decided to stop n catch a few hours worth of winks b4 chionging maple again then yea i realised i haven posted in ages!! so yea here i m n lyk yea! thats all i have to say! im just happy that ill probably gonna be lvl 50++ by next week heheh im sooo gay rodd is so gg to be jealous muahaha!! byE till tmr at 3 or 4 am when i stop maple =)

Thursday, June 1, 2006

2006-06-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

its the 1st day of e month n lyk i can tell this month is gonna be better lol after the apocolypse lyk yesterday...things seem to be getting better lol 1st of all i managed to train 8 lvls todae!! whee im lvl 26 i dun care lo im gonna be an assassin by tmr!! muahaha then mayb even get to lvl 31 heheh =) nths gonna get in my way! not even blogging so byE!! i m off now to sleep so i can get a clear mind tmr to grind!! haha

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

2006-05-31T21:38:00.000+08:00

OMG la what else can go wrong today ?! shiet lo 1stly to start of my day of horrible events...i woke up too early =.= forgeting tht i only had to be in school at 9...shit la! waste my sleep time ....but no harm i just went back to sleep....argh...then i woke up at 8.30!! omg la i quickly shower n left...in e end i ended up late =.= great huh? for a guy who woke at 5 in e morning...blardie hell..then reach school i had to take out my earring only to find out that my NEWLY pierced ear-hole had closed halfway! WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! so no choice i have to stick to one ear-hole for now...besides ppl tell me one is more than enuf n it looks better at that..so i guess ill have to wait longer...=( okay now comes the worst part....omg la got back my paper hor...then i tell u r...i think i bottomed the lvl la...i fail 6 subject! omg? do u believe that? wth! i only passed english hais....i guess i shouldve studied...but yea what has passed is passed....n what couldve went wrong did....argh then i tot i would make my day better by at least chiong-ing to lvl 23 by today!! but i kena drag to watch a movie which wasn that bad either but NOOOO im stuck at lvl 17=.= but no! im gonna chiong to lvl 20 todae...minimum!! argh nth else must go wrong!!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

2006-05-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG GOD HELP ME!! argh doomsday is upon me T.T tmr is results release n im so ultimately screwed boohoohoo...who can hlp me now? i know im gonna fail everything hais...guess its my fate since i din study? yea i deserve it..WHAT M I TALKING ABOUT!!! i dun deserve this argh i deserve to enjoy my hols not be burdened wid e fact that i failed everything? but well i enjoyed as much as i could? well yea todae was another boring day then yea here i m boring u ppl wid my boredeom ya...ooo my mum finally saw my new piercing but ya after i lyk din bother to cover it up anymore..lol she actually laughed it off? lol well thanks to my cool mum ^^ ya okay so how how how? tmr im dead..mayb i should lyk go out n play as much as i can then come home n die...hais...tmr will come...well byE then cya guys tmr..i really need a password for this shit...

Monday, May 29, 2006

2006-05-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

wah lau omg la i really need to password protect my bloody blog...too many ppl r getting to know about it alrdy...thx to anne kwa n her blog...lol well nvm ill protect it l8r when i have time muahaha yea so todae was as boring as it can be was lyk on e com all day? yea from maple to miniclip then back to maple again i think i lyk recreated around 4 characs todae? wth man! im so bo liao...well yea anyway...i needa find a new game man...im so bored...hais i feel lyk saving marni gg to buy final fantasy on my ps2 muahaha then ill be occupied the whole hols trying to finish it hehehe yea okay thats all now for todae byE! tmr then ^^

Sunday, May 28, 2006

2006-05-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

HI! im back after 3 days of heavy spending =.= wth i dun believe i spent lyk 75 dollars? in 3 days? but well worth it la play alot alot alot alot of lan n watched X men 3 :The Last Stand. OMG la dam cool i wanna be a class 5 mutant then every one who irritates me can just disintegrate in my face! HA take that man! wheeee im high lol i pierce my second ear hole liao bodoh sial i feel lyk piercing another one lols well well guess ill post more tmr or something? yea yea byE!

Thursday, May 25, 2006

2006-05-25T10:51:00.000+08:00

OOOOOO looky looky im posting! muahaha i pon school todae! whee so happy n i feel so free lyk can do ANYTHING!! yea then now im at the lan shop posting-.-" i dun believe myself im really hooked to this thing but nvm im sure ill get bored after awhile coZ lyk im lyk that haha im fickle i get broed easily hehe yea so err its quite early so not much of a day yet but i figured this is e oni chance i get so might as well la err yea so went for morning mass todae!! so blardie tired i tell u...yea then after that went breakfast with mom n dad... lol yea so then came here played a few games went online frensta n now here!! haha so yea morning mass was funny enuf talked about eurotrip wid MDS lol blardie funny can im gonna watch it again i dun care!! muahaha yea so err cool then till nxt time i post hehe byE!!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

2006-05-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

WHEEE WHOOP DE DOO! i am glad to announce that the school term is FINALLY over! for me at least hehe..while most ppl are celebrating the fact that they are done wid their exams they still have to look towards 2 more boring days of sch n inter-class tmr! omg what a waste of time! while i get off on the excuse of hlping out in church!! which is technically true but come on hlping out for n hour in exchange for a WHOLE day at schooL!! who wouldn want that man!! muahaha im so devious hehe i cant stand myself! had my chinese paper todae...i was trying my best to take as long as i could to do it! seriously!! i really tried to take longer! but i still had half n hour when i finished!! n my fren was sleeping already lyk 5 mins into e paper? lyk wth?? but yea what can u say we are clb boys fer a reason :P yeap yeap i guess this will be my last post for my very.very long weekend lets say about? 4 day long!! wait no! 5 day if u wanna count todae!! wheee longest weekend of the year baby!! yea well anyway ...i gotta be off soon..gg to somewhere near church...shhh its a secret..gonna spend time there lyk till 6? then rush rush to church to see if got enuf servers! if have ill leave for dinner or something! then come back at 8 again! muahaha well okay till the nxt time i post? c if i wanna post at e lan shop or something muahaha okok till that time im off!! byE

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

2006-05-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

well i woke up tis morning with a terrible head splitting headache yea and forced myself outta bed and dragged myself to go get rdy for sch =.=" omg la! so bloody %@#*! irritating la! then went to sch couldn think prop then yea had the worst paper to have lyk ever! not counting my headache la! with fever =.=" ...ADD MATHS omg! i think i cant even get lyk 10 marks outta 80 la!! thats how bad i m =( i need all e hlp i can get!! anyone!! seriously who can hlp me! argh yea so i totally screwed it up n yea now im back home..fever went down still a tinge of n ache but yea think my fever is coming back soon boo >.< well yea at least i got something to look forward to yea! CLB PAPER 2 is tmr MUAHAHA yea man its n 1 hr paper im gg to do it in lyk 5 mins? n sleep lyk the rest muahaha yea well then its e hols so yea! till tmr byE!!

Monday, May 22, 2006

2006-05-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

WoW today was lyk super slack la!! i was feeling fine when i went to school then summore i even did my physics paper in n hour n 5 mins!! they should really give me the normal acad timing for my paper!! i slept for e last 25 mins la!! so irritating...yea yea then i came home after some pitiful 7-11 food as all the stores at my school was closed and me n my frenZ were so lazy to go ALL e way to serene centre...or rather my friend was LAZY!! stupid muky...yea but anyway ate some shietty stuff then came home was all fine lA!! just feeling abit cold oni then when i reached home i was fine for lyk n hour or so then i felt uber tired then i went to sleep....i woke lyk n hour later with a terrible headache n suspecting i had fever i went to my mum who told me i din...so yea i went back to sleep...i couldn even sleep properly!! i woke at intervals of lyk n hour or 2 hours everytime n yea now would be e 5th time i woke up n then my mum finally agreed i had fever!! i mean WTH!! then i had such a bad headache i couldn sleep anymore so yea my mum gave me some med then now yea here i m blogging -.-" shiet la couldn my day get any worse!! summore tmr is my add maths paper la!! if i dun go coZ im sick ill fail if i go ill fail anyway!! im DOOMED!! T.T then i heard my friend kena bullied by her friends and that she is so pissed she wants them all to die? or was it she din care that they died? aiya same diff its the anger that creates this kind of feelins yea!! so i tried my best told her to relax n yea smile? but doing all that isn ez when ur down wif fever? yea so that person..if ur reading this dun cry anymore k?? smile .its less stressful on ur face n dun think no one cares okay -.- i can try to calm u even though im half dead in bed so yea thats all for now till tmr byE!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

2006-05-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

WOW im finally posting after lyk 3 days? muahaha miss me? im BORED la thats y im here plus i haven been near my home come since lyk thurs night!? lol wth rite? but well church is n obligation lols n yea one must adhere to it so yea well no harm im BACK!!! wheee ooo my weekend was so un fun lol i only became lyk what? 120 dollars richer? muahaha i love redemptrist priests LOL yea he shares n shares alike! muahaha yea yea so err hmm BLOODY ANNE KWA write me testi then write about stuff she NOT supposed to write about then summore post me as a BULLY on her blog??? do u believe that!! im such a nice guy la! how to bully? im so shy n lyk guai! omg i dun believe im saying that! erghhhh okok so what she said was true so what!! she not supposed to disclose this kinda secrets about me rite!! wth...ppl see me as a role model! a guai kia come on la! then u give away this kinda stuff...i dun care im not talking to u anymore!! omg i sound so incredibly lyk a girl lols remarkable how we guys can tahan them for so long eh? lol i lyk father chris's homily todae or izzit mayb cause i heard it twice? but what ever!! my new fav slogan! the more we love the more human we are! grammar fail but the meaning is still there lol okok so yea till tmr byE!!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

2006-05-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

wow history and SS todae...so bloody ez lo! haha happyness la then sure pass....dam tmr is chem how how how? i sure fail plus i have to cut my hair todae or i cannot do exam tmr T.T but i no marni!! how ???ahhh im screwed if i take e paper ill fail if i dont ill fail even worse?! omg either way no hope to pass anyway ARGH aiya sian!! dun gif a shit anymore la so so so...yea thats about it coZ todae was quite short hehe its lyk 1.27? n lyk ive been home for at least n hours muahaha! laughs at all e ppl who are still in school :p nani nani poo poo lol okay okay till nxt time ^^ byE

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

2006-05-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

wahh!! i dun believe this...todae i had my geog paper! it was %#*@! ez...but i couldn remember anything!! i screwed it up totally la! everything seems to go so so wrong for me these few weeks... just the other day i nearly lost 2 friends in a row...how screwed up is that? plus something veri impt to me was forgotten by someone...well guess nothing is good for me anymore? hais then ive been broke for lyk forever? i dunno y i nvr seem to have money in my wallet...since i dont have this impt thing i cant go out...cant do no shiv cant even eat? but eat is nth! its e gg out!! ahhh im so irritated.. well guess i cant go on complaining about my horrible horrible life forever? sooner or later i must say something good even though nth is? yup yup well wish my luck my 2 subjects i can score in is tmr! history and SS!! whee i know i know sure got alot of ppl reading this gg bleah rite? haha well cant hlp it! its me?! okay im gone byE!

My first post!

2006-05-17T16:25:00.000+08:00

WHOOOP finally my blog is launched ...hmmm no wonder ppl say im a hypocrite...i say blogs are boring n stuff n m amazed that ppl can actually maintain blogs? but hey! im here to try out the real thing myself :p well really gotta hand it to you its not ez n even now i still cant find that stupid %#*!@ place where i can change the words linking to the 4 different sections argh!! well nvm ill live with it..anyway i tell u r the real credit for this blog should go to miss anne kwa lol wow she really lyk wonder woman sia i ask her hlp me change skin she does it in lyk record time la! lol i think about 5 mins? i dunno if that is fast to u all hardcore broggers but i tell u its lyk uber fast to me la! haha how do u type so much words in lyk 5 mins? haha did she cheat? lol i think she copy n paste no one can write so much computer code in 5 mins haha CHEATER! lol u know im joking rite? well if not for that %#*@! thing that i cannot change i would say this was a perfet blog lol dun u just love the skin? bleach! haha the coolest anime ever made HAHA i DARE u to disagree :p u cant rite? coZ its true !! well okay la cannot make my entrance too long? izzit alrdy? haha okay im out for now CHIOW!!